A hole

Some said it's just a game
Else said it's ok, don't mind

But it's not just about a game
I can't change the feeling of
Trying hard to change your fate

The feeling of
Not trying harder
Higher than your limit

I know I have my limit
And that is fate, but

The feeling is there

For a short moment
I came to despise the court
Despise the game
Despise my fate
Despise myself

God help me